i'm starting to not like it. a lot.
i'm really stressed out with homework and projects, especially in my honors classes. and it doesn't help that both of my honors teachers suck. my honors english teacher is a b.itch and gives us NO time to do work, and my honors modern world teachers is one of those ones that just stands there and talks the entire class. nothing written on the board, nothing on the smartboard, barely any handouts. and i'm the kind of person that learns better when i have stuff to read and notes to take. i lose focus so easily when someone is just standing there talking for 40 minutes straight.
also, the people are p.issing me off as well. i've been getting along really well with this one girl in my bio class, and it's kind of nice because i barely know anyone in that class, and someone to talk to and work with is nice. but then today i was sitting with her and some of her friends and they were talking about smoking cigs, and they found out i don't smoke cigarettes (or anything else) and they looked at me like i was nuts, and kinda blew me off after that. like, really? you can't be talk to me or be friends with me just because i don't smoke? does it even matter? i just hate how judgmental people are nowadays.
and so many people in general are just rude and obnoxious. i thought when i got to high school people would be a little more mature and polite but i guess i was wrong.
sorry for the rant, just in a bad mood.
also sorry for not being on much; lots of homework.

hi. c:
sorry i haven't been on much. i've had some homework to do, and i've also been trying to get to bed earlier because of school.
i like high school for the most part so far, it's a bit more interesting than junior high. and it has air conditioning. and the cafeteria has vending machines. xD
 
anyways uh, this set sucks but i made it because i'm pretty excited for fall. i'm tired of this warm, humid weather, and wearing summer clothes all the time. not sure about anyone else but personally i'm ready to get out my sweaters and boots. :3

...was awful.
i got lost multiple times.
in the middle of gym class, i realized i was in the wrong squad and that my squad was in the health room, so i had to be that awkward kid that stood up while the teacher was talking and had to ask where the health room was, and then had to walk across the huge gym in front of everyone in dead silence. then, when i tried to go out the door, it was locked. then the next door was locked. it took me forever to find one that was open and i'm pretty sure every single person there was watching me. and some were probably laughing. it's just things like that that are highly embarrassing. and then having to walk into my health room while everyone watched didn't help either.
my ex is in my homeroom and he treated me like sh.it when i got there this morning.
i was told by someone that they wished i had died over the summer. they said like it was a joke but it really hurt.
lunch was crowded and horrible and there's pretty much no sophomores who have 5th period lunch.
and just a bunch of other little things.
sorry for the rant, but yeah.

my outfit plus backpack for the first day of school.
my first day is tomorrow.
pretty sure those aren't the same shorts, but whatever.
good luck to anyone who hasn't started school yet. c: